wall drawings /small drawings



Hello,
after some absence

here are some teasers and sneakerz. 

I made a tiny drawing, still in the making. It takes a long time, and I feel a little self-absorbed doing it.

And then I made some large drawings, and they didn't take long at all.





Just to illustrate the contrast.


More to come. Thoughts, too, I don't have those right now either. It's almost midterm critique, so my mind is in a slow, calm and unstressed crisis. Whehey. 

Misc from ArtFCity Roast!

So I got to participate in the ArtFCity's Roast as a volunteer, and here are some selected, telling photos from the event:

 Photographer's shoes.
 Berlin is always a good idea.
 Beads are also always a good idea.
 Open back.
 "What's art anw?"
 So many condiments.
 Glitter purse.












begin



og nå, for en ny begynnelse, det er begynnelsen på noe nytt, og noe nytt har begynt.
jeg kommer ut av skyggene, men skyggene vil ikke komme ut av meg, og det er en ny begynnelse, dobbelt betydning. 
forsterkning, back up, 
fordi jeg mener det ekstra mye eller fordi jeg trenger det ekstra mye. 
og vinden river og røsker, men du er jo her, du er jo her, nei, slik er det ikke i det hele tatt. for selv om du er her er det ikkenoe betryggende ved dét,
og vinden sliter, 
neida, 
joda, 
litt så,
jeg vil så gjerne tro at jeg står på en klippe i en raggete fille og skriker, 
eller det er helt stille, 
men verden vil ikke mer, i alle fall, jeg vil ikke mer, den tragiske heltinnen verden har gitt opp på,
nei, tvert imot, verden tror på henne
men det er så vanskelig, stryk det
vi har hørt det tusen ganger tusen, det er en historie så gammel og tørr som ørkenen, men jeg vil så gjerne
fortsette.


translation: a text about starting something new.

Like diamonds we are cut with our own dust, -john webster, the duchess of malfi

I don't know what to write this about. As I'm writing I am also listening to a radio-documentary on NRK; it's a Norwegian radio program about a man who finds himself sitting next to Harvey Keitel at a meditation seminar. But it's not, and I don't really understand it. That is okay. 

Trying to work, I like listening to Norwegian radio, especially documentaries. Half-listening, half-writing, it's sort of an interesting challenge to myself. 


As previously mentioned, I sowed a mask from lining, and now I'm beading it. Not very satisfied or happy with how it is so far. Perhaps the topic isn't very charged - I was beading my ex-boyfriends picture previously, and this face is anonymous. Do I really need an emotional investment to do this kind of work? Otherwise, they are just delicate and colorful little beads, very pretty and all.




A view of my studio, with stolen ropes and such, I'm thinking about webs and nets and ropes and that. I had a studio visit that was quite intense and long a few days ago, and he guessed that I was a pastor's daughter. I laughed and said no, but it's sort of accurate. Thinking about 'heavy' or, to me, very loaded and taboo-type topics is a release from the minute and obsessive work I usually do. It is to fall back on something, and then to fall back on something else, that happens, and it seems like a pendulum swinging back and forth between two 'extremes,' or something. 



Here are the drawings, now like little leaves. 





Will be transformed to three-dimensional forms, I think. 

On to Norwegian radio, and some or other form of sowing.