yep so

some thoughts:

[healthy or otherwise]

criticism isn't necessarily bad, but often difficult to deal with
i don't know how to
constructive criticism even worse
what if you want everyone to like your work all the time?
nobodyu
nobody wants to hear about that
or rather, everyone wants you to be confident
:michael jordan you know, he persevered;
well right, but except what if
what if
what if
what if
what if

araki

then you

then you come home and we sit there without talking,
i don't even know how to do that anymore
so tired so tired
can't even speak
read ikkyu or something else that's equivalent
about hmmm

prostitutes
red light district
that's up my alley right now
i wouldn't go there
but
but thinking about iot

it

internet girl
s
is araki an internet girl?